2007: my new blog!

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The last few moments of year 2006 was spent with Robson, Joy, Weishan, Xiaoying, Yufeng, Daniel and my mother.. We had steamboat. Haha, and daniel and Yufeng buying lots more food.. We couldnt finish the food..

Yufeng left for work.. Poor Yufeng.. new year eve also need to work..

We went downstairs to play sparklers.. I brought them to Bukit Panjang Park.. ( I also first time went there... =P) ANd there we try to build our rocket.. The experiments are all failures perhaps coz we used sautape instead of masking tape.. And WIth a few explosions.. and only one managed to jump up a bit.. haha.. there we teased that the "astronaut" scracifice himself.. haha..

We arrange sparklers into 2007.. and there we wait.. 20 mins left.. hahaha.. so what we do? we sit down at the pathway.. blowing bubbles and playing sparklers.. listening to songs from our handphone.. rotting.. hahahha

People pass by and we greet them "Happy new year!" oh man i think we are getting crazy..

haha.. Finally come to that moment we count down and light up 2007 =P

YAY!!

It is a new beginning.. hahaha.. and weishan went home and we went to my house drinking volka with vanilla coke.. soda water.. sprite.. tonic water.. (whatever we have.. ) hahahaha .. crazy.. then we have the chocolate with wine in it.. hahhaa

Xiaoying left for home after that. =P

We then continue our.. er dunno what talk at the sofa.. with lights all off.. haha.. and after everyone bath.. we went to play hotel in my room..

haha dunno at what time.. Cheekin arrive.. but left after quite some time..

THen.. we oh.. what did we do? my memory didnt register anything.. but I just know we have been talking.. and didnt sleep.. (forced by Robson) I wonder if i leaked anything.. hahahahaaha

And so we didnt sleep i think.. And was forced to leave our bed by Mr Robson again.. to go down for big breakfast..

and so now i am full though tired.. and couldnt really make myself to sleep..

2007.. resolutions? hmm hahhahhahahaha will come with it later..

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Thanks 4J, zhanger, Lisa, Yanru and Szechao and MY mother for making everything possible.. =)

SO happy!! 21st bday party.. haha pics say more than words.. so I created this slideshow.. enjoy friends!! And hee i really like the sunflower..

thanks ruijie for the top.. (i am wearing it in the party) .. and thanks yanru and lisa and zhanger for the necklace and sunflower.. (haha under coincidence that the necklaces are the same pattern.. but I love them!! hee )

thanks jia dian for coming over.. she is really the xi ke.. and for the pressie..

thanks collin, yihao, kaichao for being so xi xin giving me a teddy bear (eh is it a lion?) with a hp accessory of my name attached to it.. and a bouquet of flowers.. The SUNflower.. I wonder how they know I love sunflowers..

Thanks boon teck, Weide, huijing, xx, helen, xiuwen for the hongbao.. no worry i will put it to good use..haha just bought a sweater that is under 40 percent discount.. hahaha ! !will show u guys some day!! thanks really!!

ANd thanks especially to ruijie and her bf for coming earlier to help out.. for helping me to blow balloons and carrying ice, watermelon... =P and manicure.. hee!!

Thanks yuwen for coming even he is so busy!! and the chocolates.. thanks Qifan too!! hee I love chocolates..

THanks boon for coming over even after a long day of work..

Thanks szechao, lisa, zhanger and yanru for coming over .. really sorry if u guys feel bored coz mostly 4J pple.. really sorry.. and thanks really!!!

Thanks Helen and xx to stay over and we chit chat for the night.. and shopping the next day hee.. =P

THanks everyone.. and especially my mother.. for making such a memoriable bday for me.. =P

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Had a meal at Swensen!! thanks to Wenyou, Szechao, Jefferson and Yanru.. I have a nice time.. And thanks ah Wenyou for the ghost story.. it really frightens me lor!! and meeting up with these friends just make me feel so energetic and happy!! I like the Choco log cake.. =P And treasure those little moments like Jefferson using the big fork and spoon.. hahaha..

Today I received my first bday present. .A crystal cow.. haha.. yea a 21 year old cow right.. haha so old liao..

THanks for this bday party.. before this i was feeling so tired about the childcare thing.. A child poo poo and she just cried and cried.. and stood there showing an attitude face.. and I dunno what she wants till she can't stand it herself and remove her pants.. Oh man this child is so pampered.. I help her wash her pants so on.. And after that only to realise that we as teachers dun really need to wash.. just need to put into a plastic bag and return to their parents.. it is a rule NOT to wash for it may be harmful to teachers.. dumb.. And i knew it only after i washed.. SO tiring to face those pampered children.. Now I understand why the teachers are so fierce.. because those children are all pampered.. oh man.. but thank God that they are still children and have the innocence in them ..

I am so stressful about this job about being a TEACHER.. I take note of every action of mine.. and I am so afraid that I didnt handle anything properly.. because I know any small action that seems insignificant to me may affect them for life.. And I am not really trained for this.. So i have mentioned to my boss about quiting the job.. however, I understand that there is not enough man power these days.. So i just try to do my best for the time being.. and stay..

SO tiring...........

It is SATURDAY!!! Ruijie and I met at bugis.. and funny when i wake up it is already 11 plus i think.. hahhaha.. so i called ruijie at 12.. hoping to delay the meeting time.. and as expected she also just woke up =P hahaha.. so we delayed and delayed.. the meeting time changed from 1 pm to 2.30 pm.. hahaha

I was early.. amazing bus 960 was so fast.. So i shopped around alone..take a look at office wear.. eeeeeekkk.. sigh..

I was at Swatch.. i really like Swatch watches.. but they are just so expensive...

Then Ruijie arrived!! our first stop .. we went to bodyface and look at nail polish.. playing with the test set.. haha.. and our 5 fingers all printed with different colours.. I have yellow.. hot pink.. purple.. hahahaha green.. (green is really disgusting.. like evil pple) Ruijie like glittering de.. i like the really bright colours.. hahah and then Ruijie told me about her friend actually break up with his gf becoz his gf put green nail polish.. strange right? strange man.. but I also know of guys who dislike girls putting black nail polish..

Then we pass by Goldheart and bought a necklace for 5 dollar for charity.. Stainless steel.. How stainless can it be? hahaha oh man forget mle.. hahahaha

Then we come across this DIAMOND christmas tree.. and yes REAL diamond.. haha.. we are so happy.. take photos!!

haha.. then after that we look for piggy bank for ruijie's bf.. hahaha... Ruijie choose a doggy .. (very cute! ) hahaha

Then we walked walked.. and oh how did we end up out of bugis junction and in bugis the market place.. ? i forgot.. hahaha.. anyway.. we went upstairs (that has aircon) haha.. and we each found a top wear which is super nice and cheap.. 12.90 !! I wearing it on my bday.. to the zoo.. hahaaha..Ruijie likes black and white.. while i like colourful stuffs.. =P

then after that we were stuck at a earings shop.. haha.. choosing 3 earrings for 5 dollar and we chose like i dunno the time.. but really quite long.. hahahahah.. we almost took a look at every pair of earings in the shop =P It was really fun!! and we didnt spend much =P

hahaha..

I think i am getting more vain.. and the work makes me feel so happy spending money.. (i didnt spend much la.. only those that i really like then i buy) hahaha..

after that it was already evening time. .and so we went to have dinner at yoshino.. urh i  always dunno how to spell that.. hahahaa

After that we went to esplanade to catch Corrine May Christmas Concert.. Thanks to Ruijie really.. I never caught such concert before.. except for last week going with Jia Dian to watch a performance at esplanade.. but that wasnt a concert.. hahaha..

We were early.. and so we take photos!! we come to see a display set of human figures make of aluminium wires.. very nice and fairy tale like.. take quite a lot photos.. =P

And ... vain as  we can be.. we even take photos in toilet.. hahaha.. for fun.. Ruijie in mirror.. and myself in mirror... hahaha so fun..

The concert finally started.. the songs are nice.. I prefer those songs at the second half .. especially the one.. "I am on my way" (a new song and she claimed that we are the first to hear it)

Christmas songs.. somehow are linked with Jesus..

THere are times as I listened I almost cried.. It was really a sweet concert.. I thought it was going to be shoutings.. with light sticks so on.. but it turned out to be something that seem high class and really musical.. hahahah

"I am on my way.. " And i like the song that.. talk about.. a little boy.. taking out his little lunchbox when everyone is hungry.. a little boy.. perhaps seem insignificant.. but is as important.. Everyone has a gift... .. it is a matter of time of when we discover it and using it.. ... being myself..

I miss God.. yes I do.. And I recall and somehow i know why he chose breakup coz in the letter I actually choose God over him.. it was just.. emotions on my part.. that covered my eyes.. I am enjoying my life now.. with great friends like Yufeng, yongchuan, Ruijie, joy, Lisa.. so on.. I remember the days when really down and God is really there..

but i guess.. I am on my way.. picturing a little girl crawling towards Him slowly..i hope someday i can go back to a church again.. not charismatic church.. not baptism church.. just a quiet nice church.. perhaps I am someone who just wants to live by His blessing.. leading a normal life..

And haha.. so we did last hour shopping.. amazed that citylink opens till 12 am.. and so many discounts all around!! thanks Ruijie for the bday gift.. really like it!!! Another happy night!! thank God and all my friends.. =)

So so so happy!!!

It was a cooking session meant for Zhaocheng coz he is flying over to USA and will be staying there for half a year. He sure will miss us!! hahhahaha So the original food menu:

1) Soup of the Day: Chicken mushroom cream

(haha easiest dish ever, Campbell can soup.. hahaha.. and yc says this tastes the best hahahaha.. and the funny thing is.. Zhaocheng thought it was corn soup.. hahaha.. mistaking the big undissolved lumps as corns. hahaha.. >.<

2) Appetizer? Chocolate muffins

(made by me the night before. How long is its shelf life?? 24h? oops.. hahaha Daniel is the first to try and they are saying that 2 hours later if Daniel is still alright, they will try =P hahaha.. then YongChuan says that maybe the shelf life is 24h, and 2h later will be after shelf life.. end up they enter hospital.. hahahaha in the end they find my muffins nice!! happy!! YongChuan even says want to da bao.. so happy! and He can guess that I put cinnamon powder.. (perhaps his gf always make muffins for him?? ) haha it remains a mystery that he knows about the ingredients used so well =P

3) Main Dish: Spaghetti with salmon in Lemon Cream sauce

It was a flaw!!! haha we put in thick cream.. (is it thick cream? ) urgh.. the whole thing just look weird.. lumpy (not smooth) and taste weird.. so we went downstairs to get those bottles of spaghetti sauce instead.. those tomato flavour... and  weishan and I were talking about it will be best if we can add in minced meat.. mushroom... ANd ZHaocheng says he has Mushroom!! so we added in!! hahaha afterall it is nice .. but a strange combi with salmon.. haha looks weird.. but taste ok..

The most unique thing is that, we use chopsticks instead of fork and spoon.. and the whole thing looks.. half China.. half Western.. hahaha 

4) Desert Dish:Pudding with cocktail fruits

(a strange combi come up by me which amazingly taste not bad)

haha we really have a fun time.. AND Of coz Mahjong shldn't be a miss.. hahaa.. We played mahjongs.. with the guys washing dishes and cutting fruits.. hahahahhahahaha

And then they really caught me there.. A big surprise.. suddenly a cake was in front of me.. mango cake.. haha i was surprised..so happy!! the cake was nice!!  With mango at the side, kiwi and strawberry and grapes.. And poor Yongchuan he forgot that he was sensitive to kiwi.. but luckily his stomach was ok..ANd I am still so blur!! didnt discover the cake though i open the fridge so many times!!!  

After everything we have fun shots.. (that seem like neoprints.. ) hahahha.. happy day!!!

thanks to Xiaoying, Joy, Weishan, Zhaocheng, Yufeng, Daniel, Yongchuan! really had a nice day!!

No life....

I was bullied by the children!

i almost wanted to quit.. but that shouldn't be the way. Encounter problems, Fight!! try to solve.. perhaps God arranges this for me to grow.. to be fierce..

I feel sad.. like this kind of simple stuff also cannot do it well..

i try my best le.. very tiring.. ok tmr try again..

I feel so tired..

was thinking.. I am too soft spoken........... TOO easily bullied.. If i am fierce.. If I am someone fierce.. perhaps what happened for the past 2 years wouldn't have happened and I am a much happier person now perhaps.................

unhappy

No NO NOT MLE.. just something that I felt..

on the way to tanah merah.. aiwei and her bf happen to board the same cartridge .. and I feel like a lightbulb.. =P seeing how she and her bf are like reminds me of.. xxx..

i try not to think le.. get myself to sleep on the mrt.. for i am really tired.. didnt sleep much and head was pain..

when i was reaching tanah merah.. i received a msg from kangen.. that they are going to be late..tanah merah has no shopping centre.. so I guess I should just go tampines mall..It was a mistake.

It was so crowded there. I dislike crowdy places. And now after so much of hooha... I am all alone by myself.. I walked around.. and dun feel good.. my mind was quite blank though.. but i just dun feel good.. then I ended up standing somewhere looking at the singing performance downstairs.. the singer was good.. she was singing christmas song.. with varying pitches.. and with sound that really come from within..  I feel she sings much better than sun yan zi.. or many other modern singers.. but I guess she is just not popular yet ba.. a lot of pple surrounded and listen..

as time passed.. the feeling of the frenkel defect just get larger.. .. I dun feel good at all..

angry? perhaps.. someone actually know me better than myself.. pointing out to me that i am angry when i mention about joining kickboxing earlier this sem.. when i didnt know it earlier.. who won't be angry under this kind of circumstances.. being perhaps cheated.. or.. maybe disappointment ba.. losing hope..

my headache gets worse.. (perhaps being affected by my mood) ... but whatever it is .. I felt I should just go home.. coz I couldnt really smile much le..

It has been quite a long time since I wear contact lens and doing make up.. I look into the mirror..

head pain!! not happy!! very very not happy!! why ? it is not like i want this want that.. I am just someone simple.. nvm.. nvm..

Continuing on the chalet thingy..

So what we did was we rot on bed.. with chips and marsh mellows in the center and bottle of beers in our hand.. haha.. Corroding? Self torturing by not allowing ourselves to sleep and sharing some personal thoughts..

Today I heard this again... from somewhere 

"Communication problem.. she thinks a lot before she speaks.. I think alot before I speak..make the whole thing seem so unnatural.. "

"why cannot continue? why end so fast.. "

"very tired le.. "

"then why start in the first place? Can't u remember initially why you want to start?"

"Initially thought can communicate de.. aiya I did think.. think for a few days.. feel very painful too because want to call her also cannot.. but I love myself more.. think I shouldn't go into r/s yet.. "

Why did it sound so similar to what sh says? are all guys like that? so easily feel tired..

I didnt think too much at that point of time.. Perhaps coz it was already 3 am.. and the effect of beer is taking place..

after some time we try to wake yufeng up.. using silly methods like tickling his toe and puting a can of cold drinks on his leg..

haha.. then we went to play sparklers.. and after that back at chalet.. to zzz..

what a day like that.. haha.. a day that really allow myself to have fun.. eat all the junk food all I can.. without looking at the time.. the exam is really craziness I guess.. for me to be able to become like that.. haha but I am really enjoying.. this craziness!