No NO NOT MLE.. just something that I felt..

on the way to tanah merah.. aiwei and her bf happen to board the same cartridge .. and I feel like a lightbulb.. =P seeing how she and her bf are like reminds me of.. xxx..

i try not to think le.. get myself to sleep on the mrt.. for i am really tired.. didnt sleep much and head was pain..

when i was reaching tanah merah.. i received a msg from kangen.. that they are going to be late..tanah merah has no shopping centre.. so I guess I should just go tampines mall..It was a mistake.

It was so crowded there. I dislike crowdy places. And now after so much of hooha... I am all alone by myself.. I walked around.. and dun feel good.. my mind was quite blank though.. but i just dun feel good.. then I ended up standing somewhere looking at the singing performance downstairs.. the singer was good.. she was singing christmas song.. with varying pitches.. and with sound that really come from within..  I feel she sings much better than sun yan zi.. or many other modern singers.. but I guess she is just not popular yet ba.. a lot of pple surrounded and listen..

as time passed.. the feeling of the frenkel defect just get larger.. .. I dun feel good at all..

angry? perhaps.. someone actually know me better than myself.. pointing out to me that i am angry when i mention about joining kickboxing earlier this sem.. when i didnt know it earlier.. who won't be angry under this kind of circumstances.. being perhaps cheated.. or.. maybe disappointment ba.. losing hope..

my headache gets worse.. (perhaps being affected by my mood) ... but whatever it is .. I felt I should just go home.. coz I couldnt really smile much le..

It has been quite a long time since I wear contact lens and doing make up.. I look into the mirror..

head pain!! not happy!! very very not happy!! why ? it is not like i want this want that.. I am just someone simple.. nvm.. nvm..